Mr E. Of Banging Beautiful

I love letter on the hatred of Mister E!

He wants to f*** you, is threatened enough to fight you, yet hates that he loves you?.... mystery of Mr E....on on the love of mystery.
Mr Evasive...to seeing you
Mr Exclusive... Of loving you
Mr envious.... Of your success
Mr Emotional ....abuses you
Mr Everything. ..to only you
Mr Energy...fun from you.
Mr Exclusive ...with you all...
Mr Excitement  fool for you
Mr  Exchange vows with you
Mr  Evocative  the best lover
Mr Evasive . . .don't know we're his.
In the end Mr E is evil, and an associated with your light, which is why you cannot understand why he is so attracted to it.
Moreover, he is unaware of your real beauty, which is your will to do good., your focus on positive, and your belief in All/ah, the one God!

What every woman who's considered beautiful will tell you is that it's a job!
It's not the being beautiful on its own that is the work, it is working to dispel or alight the perceptions of others who get to witness such a beautiful thing. Since that she cannot see, due to, then being within herself, can only imagine and see the reflection of the mirrored lenses, appreciative smile and lustfulfull yes colored eyes of the ever learing!
It is why beauty and wealth are often synonymous in bounty!
It's your face, your skin, your beautiful lips, the way you smell, your fat ass your? big tits, and all the things that come with... including all our soft fluffy parts!

All these glorified fatty deposits and holes have consequences for the blessed  guardian of all that merrymeat! It's a lot of responsibility , that's why women like this are supposed to be in league together...protection I think.

It takes a lot to carry around with these desirables....
To assist with sexual in a way and carrying a Mami Chula... around a big ass, some big tits, and be sitting on some excellent good puss! :-) sleep is not thy friend!
A shout and clamor for your attention, only to find you cold, Fearing rejected  advances, will approach you without mention of any respect owed, they stammer on confused.
And the crazy thing is, after the lewd comments odd strangers malt, neighbors have  husband's eyeballs for been staring, or just generally being villainized as this hot puss vixen...( and I think hot only because you haven't had sex so always horny, and it's like fear they can smell it!) probably looking arnold that you can't even see in yourself. Then guy think you're too much, and they can't afford you so you end up picking from what's left if you Picking at all... most beautiful women tend experience long periods of loneliness, not alone this is something different. I nevitably it's been my experience that my love is a distraction much like my T&A, my face is pretty or beautiful depending on who you ask and it's all just too much. of the few guys in my life they've  bowed out within the excuse that they have been loved too much, too well, all that good love makes the want to stay at home, they got to get to work and I make folks not want to leave! or one of the funniest ones your love feels like a trap, a trap for what I guess too much good thing makes a young man leary ...oh my personal favorite. ..you can't keep thisup , there's got to be a catch and in the end it's just that they can't take all of this attention, they always go back to some homely looking woman who treats them poorly and doesn't give head! or whatever he likes.
But I don't know its probably all too much for you too that's why I'm Way over here! If I were there this would be either you're   obsessed like I  took your virginity or constantly watching me while you're trying to forge random versions of a relationship with a regular girl a version that doesn't scare you, ignite your passion and not require you to dissect your pains soyou can live your best truth. ...walling in your real self. ... scared that what I offer is too much and you think you can't afford it, because you are too little !

What does the "E," in Mr E (mystery) stand for to you in your world?